Why does the sun sink so slowly in autumn? I have always hated the way that it hangs bloody crimson in the sky, mocking me, reminding me of spilt blood, as the sun bleeds across the sky. It holds something softer, though, a hint of beauty. Leading me to remember her, that subtle shine her eyes held, the gentle way she formed her words. Why now? What have I done to be so haunted? Damn this bloody sky...
It's Darker now, I like the night. The blackness that surrounds me makes it easy, easy to escape, easy to forget. Still, even in the darkness she haunts me, the ghostly memories of her curves under my fingers. How could I lose all feeling but this... This dreadful terror that rises up in my soul. A terror bred from innocence and beauty, they destroyed her. Everything that was my love, they destroyed her. Leaving their tracks on the sky, thank god for this blanket... this darkness, let me forget, let me flee from this memory that shadows me, let me be swept away into the bitter symphony of the stars.
How long will I run... Headlong through the darkness, drowning out my thoughts with the echo of my footsteps in the alley. I was running to her, subconsciously maybe, but I was always running to her, it was nothing new. What did they do to you, Erin. Why did they have to give you back to me, like this. This is not you, just a clever imitation of you, everything you were to me. They didn't get it right though, your beauty came from your joy, the gentle curve of your lips that I could not draw my self away from, oh to see those lips smile once more. For me Erin... For Me...
We’ll make them pay, won’t we, my sweet…my Erin…my…How could they break you like this, so full of life, now just a shell, an empty shell…Nothing more than a doll, a broken, emotionless doll…my Erin…It’s Darker now, I like the night. It will hide my scars, hide my pain, hide my face, but not theirs… they cannot hide, not in the blackest of night, because the night is my friend. Unlike that damned bloody sky… that damned sky that holds what’s left of you…My Erin…
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